Even when everything is going right, something small can still ruin your day.
Like this evening. I was doing fine until I saw a picture of you.
I don’t wish to be awake anymore, but you still haunt me even in my dreams.
There’s no escape from this nightmare which I am living in.
I wish to sleep, and not to dream.
I wish to be alone without the thought of you.
I wish to be free of this anxiety.
I wish to be free of this crushing feeling.